I found something I didn't know existed....a quiet morning on cardio. I slept well last night only waking to express and occasionally panic and look at my clock or start at imaginary alarms! I expressed even more milk than previously overnight. In the morning I was determined to just chill with my girl. After a chat I put my feet up and cruised online, sorting out the support pages on here, researching, facebooking. Just cruising. Not one alarm went off on Kaylee's monitors. I expressed and had a nap. I am expressing once again before I go back in. It was bliss.
I do not expect this afternoon to be as easy. We will be cleaning up where her central line went in now it has had a chance to clot. Past experience has shown that when she gets tired out she forgets to breathe, so we will see how her afternoon goes.
But that morning, it was gold.